orientation

well.... for the past three days of orientation... i screwed up like shit la... i dunno what the hell i am doing... i dun have many people to talk to... well manan sez we can talk to him... but i feel a little intimidated by him...i dunno what to do... what to say... i feel like shit... i do hope i can do better tomorrow...i mean... being told that draco lost becuz of me is like a bullet through the heart... i would have rather died there and then than being told in the face that i hade draco lose... haiz... no chance in hell other than tomorrow to redeem myself... i will never ever forget the silence... also... one of me kids... haiz... was a little vulgar.. if it was to me i would not have mind... but it was to a senior... well even though the senior is enthu and happening... it does not give any onr the right to disrespect them... another time i felt like shit... in fact worse than shit... damn it man... i love ma kids..and i do hope there is no repeat of the incident... i could also tell the keong was a little pissed.... well... i will have to agree with taukik that tomorrow will be our best and last day... i really hope i dun screw this one up... i cant afford another mishap if i may put it as such... also the dare part well we wanted to dare a guy to propose to michelle... but... respect was the issue again... well now that i know... i won't do it again... not ever... haiz.. rain stopped like tonnes of our activities... that sucked... i am just feeling f**ked up... also i was told to do some shit about a damn write up which i have no damn clue about.... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? IS THAT HARD TO ANSWER CLEARLY DAMN It???? WHAT JUST TELLING ME STEM CELL AND DO A WRITE UP WILL GET ANYTHING DONE??? WHO AM I??? SUPERMAN??? FLASH??? I DUN HAVE A DAMN CLUE!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!! DUN DUMP STUFF TO ME WITHOUT TELLING ME ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!! ITS JUST PLAIN IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS SHIT!!!!!!!

rant over....

well i still go stuff to say but i will keep it for tomorrow... well see ya peepz...